I'm so jealous of the girls brave enough to have sex in the first couple weeks after birth! I'm 4…

I'm so jealous of the girls brave enough to have sex in the first couple weeks after birth! I'm 4 weeks postpartum, and I had a small tear in my urethra so they stitched me up, but I haven't stopped bleeding yet so that's why I haven't even considered it, too gross to go for it. PLUS I'm so terrified to get pregnant again 😂 so even if I stop bleeding I am going to resist until my Mirena is in. but the downside is that the Mirena is known for making girls bleed for a little bit after its put in. SO at this rate my baby is going to be graduating before I get to have sex again 😑😭😂