I don't know if its even a thing but i think i may suffer from some sort of postpartum paranoia that something bad will happen to my baby. Im scared everyday. It doesn't interfere with with my general happiness though, I'm so in love with my son and might be borderline obsessed with him lol. I just cant shake that fear for some reason. Its more than just checking that he's breathing while he's sleeping. Scenarios play out in my head constantly where something bad happens to him. Even as im typing this im terrified that im jinxing him by saying it. Could it be anxiety? Idk. I just don't like this. Never went through this with my first. Any input/opinions are appreciated.