That no babies would ever get sick or die, that I could redo every bad decision I ever made because most of them destroyed my life. And for my family/marriage to be right. - if only....

I don't sleep so I have a lot of time to think about it .

1) have 10 million dollars so I can buy my mom a house ,me a house ,and my aunt and pay all the debt for them and so I can actually help people like I want to and not just family but people who really need it like if they need clothes and food ...majority of the money would be spent on things we actually need to survive and to create a job space so I can work and help employ people like single moms who really need it. 2) for my husband to have his papers ....were working on it but it the courts are backlogged with over 600,000 cases 2)for my children to be smart and go to college and major in whatever they love

I wish I could go back to the night I delivered my son and come back, I wish I had 500,000 dollars at the moment, and I had been serious in church years ago