He is my miracle blessing...sometimes I look at him, in public or at home, and I burst into tears…

He is my miracle blessing...sometimes I look at him, in public or at home, and I burst into tears because I can't believe how absolutely beautiful and perfect he is. I sometimes still cant even believe hes here, or that I actually had him. It feels so surreal sometimes. 5 days until you are 7 months old, baby boy. And the doctor's said you wouldn't be possible. Then they said you wouldn't survive in mommy's belly. Then you were born into the NICU and your chances weren't the best. But here you are. My perfect, sweet, beautiful Angel. They say babies need their mama....well, I need my baby. I love you with everything I have inside of me, my little sweet pea.