I understand. You have to get used to your body after the baby and they don't really understand that.

my husband keeps trying but I keep not being in the mood. I feel like its upsetting him that I keep turning him down bit I just dont feel sexy @lifewithplumms

It'll get better. Even when I did start back having sex, it was like I was only doing it cause my husband wanted to I didn't care for it as much. Mine fully came back I think around 6 months pp.