I hate being so estranged from my own sister I can't help but feel like its all because of a guy I…

I hate being so estranged from my own sister I can't help but feel like its all because of a guy I miss my sister and my nephew😭 I have been with my nephew since the day he was born so being away from him literally breaks my heart and not to mention my daughter asks for him all the time they were really close I mean they are only 12 days apart and she was use too seeing him almost every day 😭😭😭