🙋🏻🙋🏻 CONFESSION TIME 🙋🏻🙋🏻 #NOJUDGING

🙋🏻🙋🏻 CONFESSION TIME 🙋🏻🙋🏻

#NOJUDGING

So the beginning part of my pregnancy was by far the hardest cause I didn't want another child at all not for a few years at least....So when I learned of my pregnancy I was pretty mad....at myself at my dr at my body....everyone was telling me my pregnancy was absolutely an unfortunate event and with my feelings towards the pregnancy it made me feel like I must agree with them that it was unfortunate and I wished for it to "just go away" by this time I was 12-15 weeks along it took me a few ultrasounds to finally start to come around....and at my gender screen I learned "it" was a boy I cried so hard and felt so guilty I hated myself...a few weeks ago I had a 4D and actually got to see his face and the guilt the anger and the resentment finally faded away....I feel his movements I see his movements and I've heard his heartbeat I love him....I absolutely love him and I know this is a "cheesy" thing to say especially considering I have 2 other children I didn't think I could love something so much....again. Ladies I'm confessing this to finally get it off my chest and to finally let it go and also be the advocate of the fact that although your feelings may be a certain way it's ok and I'm finally glad I'm getting this off my chest. Thank you for reading ❤️ and if you've got a story you wanna get off your chest just write it and add the hashtag #NOJUDGING