I said I wouldn't get sad if I wasn't really pregnant and it was a false alarm... but I lied 😢😢 I…

I said I wouldn't get sad if I wasn't really pregnant and it was a false alarm... but I lied 😢😢 I want another baby. now at the same time I want to wait until my son is at least 2 (he turns 1 in October). anyone tried for a girl and got one? how did you do it? any advice? I mean I'm not going to try for another baby but I don't think we are going to try to prevent having on either... guess we'll see