Omg this is the most emotional night I have had in such a long time. I'm just so I'm my feelings…

Omg this is the most emotional night I have had in such a long time. I'm just so I'm my feelings right now. I can't stop crying..The situation with Marcus is too much. I'm also super sad and crying out for some kind of miracle for Lyvias mom. And I am also going through some of the baby's things from when he was in the NICU. Its all just too much 😭