When I found out I was expecting I was in shock mode and was scared and had a lot of thoughts going…

When I found out I was expecting I was in shock mode and was scared and had a lot of thoughts going through my head couldn't really talk to my hubby after I told him we were expecting he was really excited to be starting our lil family but me I had to really let this whole change settle in. Since I have lost my lil bundle of joy back in April it still took something that I felt I couldn't really get back but now that I am starting this new journey with my hubby and having this gift from up above its nothing that could change that I will forever love my angel baby may she forever rest in peace but I will love my rainbow baby to the moon and back and I thank God each and everyday for giving me the strength to wake up and have given me this gift from up above to cherish and love for the rest of my life and a man who loves me for me and we are so excited to bring this baby into our life next year😘!!!! Can't wait until next week we will be getting our first ultrasound can't wait to see how our lil bean is doing inside the womb😘👶🏾💖!!!! #happy mommy moment🤗!!!