I'm smaller than I was before my pregnancy, not sure if I'm happy or having a panic attack that my…

I'm smaller than I was before my pregnancy, not sure if I'm happy or having a panic attack that my body won't look the same

I mean I needed to lose weight cause I am diabetic but it's just weird. My tummy looks slimmer but wider but I am also swollen because I just gave birth 3 days ago. Hmm just thoughts.