I adore my little man, he's my life, but I've noticed I've been feeling down lately.. Like I'm not a good enough mommy, I never want to let anyone else care for him or hold him because it makes me feel like I'm being a shitty mom.. I cry anytime I let someone take him, and I can't sleep without him. Or with him. I spend most of my time just staring at him and kissing and holding him. When will this worthless feeling go away? When will my hormones level out?