Actually crying right now because I just sat with my dog and talked to and pet her, for a long time…

Actually crying right now because I just sat with my dog and talked to and pet her, for a long time for the last time in a while. I'm not gonna be able to see her for a week while I'm in the hospital and even after than I won't be able to be around her right away because she's a big dog and I'll be recovering from a c section.

She's gonna think I left her or don't care about her. She'll be fed by my dad while I can't, but nod body's gonna be able to play with her or love her the way I do.

My heart is literally breaking.😓💔