One year ago today I found out I was pregnant for the very first time. I was so sick and couldn't eat a thing. I had…

One year ago today I found out I was pregnant for the very first time. I was so sick and couldn't eat a thing. I had almost passed out in the commissary parking lot and my boobs were huge and hurt. All of this on top of sleeping for 10+ hours a day.

I called my MIL and she asked me if I was pregnant but of course I didn't think so because I had only been off of depo for 5 months and hadn't even had a period yet. Regardless my hubby and I drove to the store to get a test. I took it and read it immediately as negative. When he went to work later that night I dug it out of the trash (naturally) and saw a faint but definite second pink line!

It was nothing but happiness but it ended too soon. 😔 It's been a year and still no pregnancy. I haven't given up hope completely, today is just a hard day for me thinking that a year ago I was right where I wanted to be and it was taken from me. Sorry for the rant, just feel like I needed to talk about it.