My son was throwin a tantrum rn screaming like hell while i was getting ready for the party n hubby was trynna calm him…

My son was throwin a tantrum rn screaming like hell while i was getting ready for the party n hubby was trynna calm him down but he got fustrated so i got my son n calmed him down hes anger was makin me angry n i was trynna keep calm but no hes. A butch now i feel like shit n dont wanna go to dat fukin party am just here crying :( not even ready n he still wamts to go