feeling pretty today since half a year of being with my bf/child's father. he makes me feel like…

feeling pretty today since half a year of being with my bf/child's father. he makes me feel like crap and unwanted... I've been depressed and desperate for attention... I've been cheated on, lied to, and treated unfairly. he thinks idk that he is texting other females when I let him know daily that Ik. I wish there was a way out of this relationship without the possibility of my down fall.