Long post: Well 2 nights ago I started cramping and bleeding heavily, we went to the ER and they did…

Long post:

Well 2 nights ago I started cramping and bleeding heavily, we went to the ER and they did a urine test that came up negative but a blood test that came back positive. I got back this evening to get more blood work done and find out whether by precious baby is still with us or not. From the way I'm cramping and still heavily bleeding I doubt it but it's what the dr wants so I'll listen. I had a miscarriage before my daughter and I must've forgotten how much this hurts not the cramps but the pain of losing my baby, nothing hurts more than preparing your heart for a baby that will never come 😢 I'm trying to stay strong but it's so hard, thankfully I have my gorgeous babygirl to keep me going ❤️