I got to hospital they said I had to go home or I can stay if I take morphine to sleep. Never had…

I got to hospital they said I had to go home or I can stay if I take morphine to sleep. Never had morphine and IDK how I'll react to it so i said no. Got home and they were 2 mins apart. After like 2 hours of crying and screaming I went to other hospital and they ambulanced me back to the original hospital. now cozy Popsicled up with that epidural.