its been two months to the day since the woman of my world passed,and her birthday on the 18th.I'm…

its been two months to the day since the woman of my world passed,and her birthday on the 18th.I'm so emotional right now and depressed right... its weird Because all last year I had a dream about losing her, it's like my body was preparing me so I didn't go completely crazy this woman raised me when my own mother couldn't, I just wish I could talk to her.... She came on the greyhound when I had my first son for two weeks, and I just knew she would be here for this little one, but she will be in spirits. I wasn't just the second grandchild tbh, I was her favorite and all the other grandchildren knew...I was more like her daughter than granddaughter.... I miss her so much...hopefully I have little man before her birthday I'm going to celebrate her day....she lived on Florida and was not buried but cremated... so imma dressed down in her favorite color red and dance to her favorite Jamaican music and drink her favorite wine and do you favorite dance, winding them hips...lol....miss you granny.