Hey girls I am so excited to one day finally be able to take a prego test and have it come back…

Hey girls I am so excited to one day finally be able to take a prego test and have it come back positive I had been on the pill for 9 years and I just stopped taking them on April 20 so it has been 4 months now and still no luck of being pregnant I really want this to happen and my fiance is so excited but I don't want him to get his hopes up and then we end up finding out I'm not it's disappointing I don't know what to think is it normal to have such a hard time and are the ovulation tests helpful because I'm at a loss for words will keep hoping? ? :)