I posted a status on here and afterwards I changed the channel to what I thought was a talk show and it was a ministry show and she spoke facing the camera about all the worries and concerns I had posted. GOD is good and he came so quick to talk to me. I'm astonished sitting here knowing he was listening to me I used certain words in my status like struggling and despair as a definition of my current situation and she specifically said your not struggling your a strong woman and your tongue determines the direction of your life. Do not say anything negative or evil over your life because life moves in the direction of which we shift it like a sail boat we have a choice which way it goes. I know GOD is still working on me now despite what the devil tries to convince me to believe or what others have spoken over me. I had a fortune cookie few days ago that said you are the mast of every situation. When I Googled this I got reference to just as a boat is held up by a mast you are the master of your life you determine how you want your life and every experience in it to go. I praise GOD this morning and just wanted to share this experience. I prayed a year ago and was given a prophetic message of what I'd do in my life GOD told me to write a book and at times I'm like me no way? But I thought about my life and I realized that's GOD intended and as much as I've been through I can certainly see why GOD would tell me that and I said why GOD but I have nothing positive and the thought came to me that the ultimate purpose he has for me is still being written. I watched a movie this weekend called the pursuit of happiness and what I learned was it took 24-25 years of this man going through trials and tribulations but he didn't give up he had faith he slept in a train station bathroom homeless with his child laying on top of toilet paper and today this man is now a multi millionaire who started a business in San Francisco and sold it after years of joblessness and trying to survive selling other people's products it wasn't til he was given a job that he used it to make a foundation in his life to follow his dreams that faith and good works paid off. All by the grace of GOD.