I swear the closer I get to this baby's birthday the more anxious I get like I'm happy then I'm…

I swear the closer I get to this baby's birthday the more anxious I get like I'm happy then I'm scared I have so many wonders like what and who will he look like will he have hair how long are his fingernails gonna be how bad will the skin on his hands be peeling will my c section go over smoothly how long will we be in the hospital will the pictures go smooth will he cooperate and will my milk come in on time and will I produce enough all these things are on my mind and more ugh Halloween come on so I can hold him and all these things be answered 👻🎃🍂