Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

My baby girl is here finally ! Weighing 7 pounds 6 ounces 30 1/2 inches long at 9:26 pm today she's so beautiful . It was a difficult labor that could have lead to a c section but we made it at the very end and I got my vaginal delivery ,! 😍😍 I am so in love can't wait to go home so my two year old daughter can meet her baby sister ❤️❤️

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Today was the day I was Able to submit my order for my free breast pump! 😍😍.