Im officially 39weeks today😊..im so excited yet so heart broken that my love wont be here for our…

Im officially 39weeks today😊..im so excited yet so heart broken that my love wont be here for our sons arrival something we both looked foward to since we found out, all because of work but its a good cause cuz our whole relationship we have struggled financially..i miss him like crazy n ever since he left i havent been able to sleep at night, anybody else up late at night??