so i feel like the worst person on the planet right now. im goin home tomorrow night and wen i get…

so i feel like the worst person on the planet right now. im goin home tomorrow night and wen i get back im gonna b tellin my bf that im needing to take things slower and that i need to think about wat im gonna do as far as if im gonna stay in az or take my mom up on her offer and move back to cali i just want to make the right decision and i cant do that wen hes confused, complaining and thinking about getting music equipment or weed