i am at a standstill
like i stated earlier we lost our baby yesterday
that baby wasn't planned but after much time we accepted that a new edition was coming
We already have 3 kids ages 7 1 and 5 months and i just turned 25
originally after our son i was going to get my tubes tied but being at a Catholic hospital they don't perform tubals so that's how i ended up pregnant, well that and carelessness
at my new hospital they do do it
and I'm stuck between after this is over just getting them tied and being done or trying one more time for that baby we lost
my husband prior to this pregnancy wanted no more children but after the miscarriage he's said he wants another
i personally just think it's his emotions talking

i just don't know we were close to half way done with this pregnancy and i really wanted this baby
now I'm scared to chance it again and part of me feels i should just close up shop for good
idk what to do