Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

UPDATE: Hey lovely ladies! Figured I would stop by to give y'all a quick update! I am 12 weeks pregnant today! We had a scan at 8 weeks and everything was perfect. I have also been able to hear my sweeties heartbeat since 8w5d! My next ultrasound is next Thursday at 13 weeks! We are also very excited to be announcing our pregnancy to everyone on Fathers day! & my oh my how those gorgeous babies of yours have grown!! Enjoy it ladies they grow so fast❤

herpes..

I'm soo sad. I've been with my husband 6 years next month. Him and SS get cold sores I thought I would never get them. Blahhh my lip is soo swollen it hurts and its soo damm itchy. I hate it I hate it. My husband just got one 3 weeks ago I didn't kiss him or share cups. :(

Good morning ladies. Sorry I been ignoring yall but I have been so miserable the past days I'M STILL PREGNANT my contractions would be strong for hours and it looked like I was gonna have a baby then everything just stopped so I got sent home. they said I have to wait till my appointment Wednesday so I can talk to my doctor about the next step. I HATE THIS 😢😢😩

I just took this one today and It is more visible now I'm sure I am but I will do another one this week... I've been having having so much pressure on my stomach and cramping...