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I went into the l&d Monday morning expecting to have a regular delivery. by the time they broke my…

I went into the l&d Monday morning expecting to have a regular delivery. by the time they broke my water the contractions were back to back..pain was unbearable so I got the epidural. started pushing. a few hours later and my baby was almost out I could look down and see where her head was but she wasn't moving when I pushed. her heart rate started to drop quickly so we rushed in or to do an emergency c section. I was drugged up bad and was in and out the whole time. I heard mY baby cry and my eyes popped open and I knew it was over. boy was i wrong during the c section they cut my bladder. I had to go immediately into surgery and I kept hearing the Dr whisper I can't get her to stop bleeding idk where the blood is coming from. that was the scariest moment of my life. I thought I was going to die and never get to see or hold my baby girl. I am in excruciating pain and am wondering what I should do about this situation. any advice??

unfortunately there are risks with any surgery, c-section too, and I hope you heal quickly.. please try to rest and do what you can to get well.. most important how's your baby, any complications of birth? I hope not, if so that's a better reason to be concerned. Sorry to hear you had a bad experience praying for baby is healthy and a speedy recovery for you!