Woke up at 2 am to get sick and ran to the bathroom. Stayed up til 3:30 forced myself to sleep…

Woke up at 2 am to get sick and ran to the bathroom. Stayed up til 3:30 forced myself to sleep because nothing would come up but it was right there. I couldn't force it out. You know sometimes it would be nice to just not feel nauseous and get sick so it is over with. But I also remember what it is like getting sick 24/7. I hate this.