My husband feels bad cause we can't afford to turn our gas we have lived here 3 months with no gas…

My husband feels bad cause we can't afford to turn our gas we have lived here 3 months with no gas for hot water so we have had cold showers it wasn't bad tell now... it's getting colder outside so is the water I just took a shower and cried the whole time selfish I know but it felt like I was in an ice shower :'(