my alarm is supposed to go off in 2 hours. why am I awake? bc of all the noise my bf made before…

my alarm is supposed to go off in 2 hours. why am I awake? bc of all the noise my bf made before leaving to work. why? bc he never comes home and leaves his things were he's supposed to. pants over here, wallet over there. but somehow in a matter of a minute I found his pants from yesterday in our sons bed and handed him his badge. now I'm sitting here in bed eating a bagel hoping I can catch another hour of sleep but I don't think it's going to happen 😪