I'm so damn irritated right now. I really feel like I made a plan for after delivery for no damn…

I'm so damn irritated right now. I really feel like I made a plan for after delivery for no damn reason. My feet are still just as swollen if not more swollen than before delivery. Dr won't do anything bc it's normal so I'm struggling to walk. My husband leaves for 2 weeks Sunday and it'll be me and my 8 year old..Lord gimme strength