oh yes. I know what you mean...but TRY not to blame yourself because it wasn't all you. In the beginning of my pregnancy I used to blame myself a lot but I never wanted to look back and have memories of blame while instead I should be celebrating a gift. It was hard and lots of tears but you will overcome this. You're probably extremely overwhelmed with the thoughts. TRY to change the topic in your head as much as possible. Not necessarily run from it but look at the positive side to it. love ya again lol

@bigmommaflo, thanks love just thought this time I made a good choice, and when I look at her and back at the 3yrs invested in a lie and where I'm at its crazy, I assumed with age comes wisdom but they say when you make the same mistake twice ur a fool😑

sometimes this is our story. I grew up without a father and it was hard to understand, but now as an adult I've accepted this life because my mom made sure she tried her hardest to fill that void. Now I'm in the same predicament and I have to make sure I fill the void my daughter will be experiencing. The days will get better and you will get stronger. love ya babe!

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