Feeling like crying, all summer with my boys waking up every morning with their noises, playing,…

Feeling like crying, all summer with my boys waking up every morning with their noises, playing, yelling, fighting, coming to my bed giving me hugs and kisses and now no noise whatsoever and I'm just here feeling lonely, yea a break sounds nice but I hate the feeling of feeling lonely and not having my boys home, I can't wait for next week to start working mornings so at least I'll be at work doing something not home feeling lonely... 😢😔