I am in such an emotional mood tonight.... I'm starting to realize how fast babies grow. my daughter…

I am in such an emotional mood tonight.... I'm starting to realize how fast babies grow. my daughter is almost 6 months old... she half way to a year... I miss being pregnant and wish i took the time to enjoy it and I miss her being so tiny. I'm just glad I took the time to spend with her once she was here. Working 4-10 pm every night was tiring and getting up every two hours was exhausting but I spent the time and rocked her and sang to her and cuddled with her even if that meant only two hours of sleep. I was there for her and I still am. I'm glad I didn't let anyone talk me into the cry it out method. I would of missed out on these days that don't last very long. I would of missed out on all the extra cuddles that were peaceful. Now my crazy almost 6 month old pulls my hair scratches my face puts her fingers up my nose and screams in my face but I still wouldn't have it any other way my baby is growing so much everyday... but I still cherish these rough days even if they aren't very peaceful. I love my buggy so much. its sad to think that one day she will no longer want Lovey's and cuddles and be to embarrassed to hug her momma. one day she's no longer going to need me to rock her and hold her she's going to want to be independent and do things on her own... I will cherish these days with all my heart... I love you princess. you're mommy's heart and soul.