seriously crying right now he said im full term so i can have him anytime he only checked the…

seriously crying right now he said im full term so i can have him anytime he only checked the heartbeat and sent me hone Idk what's going on with my body or my son he didn't talk to me about my ultrasounds didn't even bother to check me I was checked last at 36 weeks and haven't been checked since idk how much im dilated nothing: '( I hate not knowing what's going on with my body he didn't give a shit :'( probably stupid reason to cry but i don't care