feel so depressed don't no what's up with me. iv got 5 kids 4 boys 1 girl. 17,15,11,4 and 4 weeks old. my 4 year old is constantly needing attention and my 4 week old daughter just cries constantly. my partner was only doing 18 hours at work but now of last week his gone up to 38 hours so I never see him and I'm at home all the time with the kids and a naughty pup. it's all getting to me now. prop lack of sleep but feeling like I can't do this. rant