Am I trippin or naw?? (Kind long)

Am I trippin or naw?? (Kind long)

My hubs came to the hospital last night quarter to 12, and 12 was KJ'S feeding and chk time. We as parents typically do the pamper change and feeding by bottle. I'm up every time due to pumping to keep up my supply, so I'm watching all this, he (hubs) lets the nurse do everything except feed him!!! And when KJ gets fussy he does a half of a job comforting him and gives him back to the nurse! When I tried to tell him how to do it or what he is doing is not going to get it done ( rocking him on his shoulder shushing him with his eyes closed!!!) he tells the nurse (after she offers to help) pls take him bc she is starting to aggravate me. Like really!!! You have the patience of KJ! I didn't say another word to him. Why am I so upset, is bc I feel this is going to be an indication of how home is going to be! I get up with KJ every 3 hrs, feed him, do his eyes and mouth care, and pump! I have a limited window to sleep, eat, shower, or get dressed, and I do it bc he is my son, and when we go home its just going to be us! I should be able to count on him to know what he is doing while I get some much needed rest!! I'm HEATED TO SAY THE LEAST!