I'm having such a emotional day. My mom doesnt know about my pregnancy yet because she was always constantly telling me to leave my husband. So I've kinda been hiding my pregnancy from her even tho I'm showing. she hasn't seemed to notice, just tells me I need to lose weight. But I always feel like I wish we were close because I just need a mother figure to talk to and cry to sometimes. Then from that I wish my dad was around (he passed when I was very very young). I had the worst father figure growing up (he was verbally and physically abusive and my mom just let it happen and never left him) and I just have the few memories of my dad and have been crying all day like a over grown toddler just telling my husband that I just want to see my daddy right now. It's probably hormones but I'm just a total mess today.