rosiel49
Rosie
I'm having such a emotional day. My mom doesnt know about my pregnancy yet because she was always constantly telling me to leave my husband. So I've kinda been hiding my pregnancy from her even tho I'm showing. she hasn't seemed to notice, just tells me I need to lose weight. But I always feel like I wish we were close because I just need a mother figure to talk to and cry to sometimes. Then from that I wish my dad was around (he passed when I was very very young). I had the worst father figure growing up (he was verbally and physically abusive and my mom just let it happen and never left him) and I just have the few memories of my dad and have been crying all day like a over grown toddler just telling my husband that I just want to see my daddy right now. It's probably hormones but I'm just a total mess today.
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awh hang in their. eventually things will work out okay. your dad is always their just not in his physical form. i wish u the best of luck❤
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awh hang in their. eventually things will work out okay. your dad is always their just not in his physical form. i wish u the best of luck❤
thank you @nikkim21. I'll try my best. I do try to treasure the little memories to him that I have. I rember being such a daddy's girl, and even on his death bed in the hospital I refused to sleep with anyone but him. I just wish my mom was... well better. she tries to tell me to forget them since I have her husband as a "father" and I'm like no he beat me and verbally knocked me down all my life. we've had the police in the house growing up more times the is normal and he's been arrested so many times
I understand 100%. I haven't told my mom for the same reason and since I didn't know you way back when, my condolences. I definitely can't tell you when everything will feel better, but take those memories of him and try to build off of them maybe. Embrace them 💙..I hope that you can find peace through it all though. Plus you'll always have a great support system on here if need be