First time actually dreaming about my baby boy. He was so beautiful and everything Nve ever wanted😍.…

First time actually dreaming about my baby boy. He was so beautiful and everything Nve ever wanted😍. Why did the dream have to end?! I want him so badly. I want him in my arms.. I want him here happy and healthy. I remember crying "omg I don't know what I'm doing. I've nannied for six years but this is my own baby. I don't know what I'm doing!" But still looking at his face and being overwhelmed with joy. I'm so mad it was all a dream😭😭