I had my son when I was 18 and from the beginning was a single mom. I had no choice but to go back…

I had my son when I was 18 and from the beginning was a single mom. I had no choice but to go back to work 10 days after I had him and seriously never stopped. now I have an amazing hubs and I also have an amazing career that I have the ability to be put on bed rest and still get paid. I'm an insurance agent so my income is literally about to be cut in half since I make most of my money from commission but again thankful my man can provide for us and still have some of my salary coming in. now this might sound silly to some but this feels so weird. I'm used to making my own and not having to depend on anyone. when he walked out the door today for work I looked at him and said so what do I even do??? lol ok relax yes I'm sure I'll clean up its just so weird to me.