I miss my SO a whole lot man I feel like crying this army life just really ain't for us anymore he is hurt that he can't be here for my pregnancy even tho if all goes well he will be here in October for the birth then he has to leave again when the baby is about 19 days old(if the baby comes on his actual due date) and he will be gone until December which is when he comes back for good...and of course I know that's apart of the army I'm understand that I been doing this long enough to know to suck it up and keep it pushing but being pregnant sucking it up is kinda hard 😔😔
@keeganmommy, I know how you feel. My husband is coming up on 2 years being retired. I miss the army life so much. Like I would go back to where we were in a heartbeat (Ft Lewis, WA). When we got married he left 3 days later for basic, I was pregnant and just cried so much. After we got to his duty station he deployed 4 months later. Our daughter was only 2mths. I was so lost without him. Then coming back from deployment it was always being in the field, CQ, all day at the gun range. Like he was always gone and I missed him. The kids missed him. Hang in there mommy, he'll be home soon.