i seriously hate this. i see everyone having babies and getting married. it makes me sad because I'm…

i seriously hate this. i see everyone having babies and getting married. it makes me sad because I'm having !major baby fever and I was supposed to still be with my sons dad and moving forward with our relationship. :( The worst part is that me and my son went to go see his dad and it's like things never ended with us we picked up where we left off and it sucks but we have our son to think about. And if we end up back together awesome and if we don't then fine as long as we can still co parent. ahhh just breaks my heart