I'm not downing anybody that feels this way but... I'm just not really understanding the concept of…

I'm not downing anybody that feels this way but... I'm just not really understanding the concept of some of y'all missing your babies being inside of you... like I'm trying to but I can't😏 not saying that I'm not enjoying her moving around in there ...but it's like the times that she doesn't move or the feeling that I would love her out so I can 1.know that's she is ok and I can actually physically see that's she ok and 2. I just want to be able to hold her and kiss her ..I can't do those things while she is inside 😏