It's been a long night. Pretty much been up with the baby off and on since 2:30 AM because he decided he just didn't want to sleep much.
I'm exhausted.

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...
Yesterday my boyfriend said he vomited 3 times yesterday and he been having cravings and sleeping more than usual and today he said he is having back pain is that a sign of me being pregnant?




I’m all in my feelings today because today my sweet angel would have been 2, it hurts so much
So lately my son has been peeing through his diapers at night and they get full so much quicker than they used to during the day . He literally just got put into size three not even 2 weeks ago . He’s no where near the weight requirements to size up. And last time I sized up to early he got rashes for weeks . Is this like a stage or something like idk but there’s so much pee 😭😭