POST PREGNANCY VENT!!!!! Pissed off at my husband I specifically told him waaaaaay before I had this baby I wanted to see my baby everyday even if it was for a few minutes until they released me and the new baby and he didn't respect my wishes the day is almost over and I haven't got to shower and pamper myself or see her and when I call he wants to play and joke around I'm emotional and was ready to curse his ass out while you sat around at my in-laws you could have been up here giving me a break and I could have spent that time with my baby but carry on....
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

tattoo mommies let me see your sweet tattoos this is my right arm its a rose vine going around my arm and on my forearm i have two owls in love connected to it .
on my left side of my belly I have a dragon ;)
my baby daddy's ex wife works at the hospital I'm having my daughter she is just a cleaning lady she tell me they let her move the babies around I'm scared this women will take my baby she even tells me if I have my baby early she could see her ever day .. my doctor only delivers at this hospital I don't know what to do . this is why I don't want to have my baby early ..
I am so stressed right now!!!
My OB doesn’t want to take me anymore because I am too “high risk” so I got a new one they don’t want to see me either. They referred me to a group one hour way from my house. But there is only one high risk dr and he doesn’t know if he could see me.
I feel like I should not see any at this point.

i hope i have my baby this week...or in a couple of years...if he wants to come out...it's whatever he wants 😓