Went to my 38 week appt. I'll be 39 Saturday. I thought she would sweep my membranes today but…

Went to my 38 week appt. I'll be 39 Saturday. I thought she would sweep my membranes today but apparently my cervix isn't favorable and baby isn't down far enough. I'm so irritated. I was told that I have an ultrasound on the 10th to see how big she is and if she is 9 lbs they will discuss c section. I don't want that. I wanted to be induced this coming Monday. I was induced with my daughter 8 years ago so I really don't see why it's like pulling teeth to get it this time. If I wind up with a c section anyway bc she is too big I'm going to raise all kind of hell