I hate getting up from bed in the mornings, not because I am lazy or anything but because I have to…

I hate getting up from bed in the mornings, not because I am lazy or anything but because I have to help lift myself up from waist down. My right thigh and vagina always feels like I got jumped or something & when am on my feet I get the only bad pressure I have to walk like a turtle. I can't even toss & turn at night without asking my boyfriend to help me & I feel bad cus he needs his sleep since he be so tired from work 😣