I'm kind of debating not even having a baby shower anymore. I planned my last one basically myself…

I'm kind of debating not even having a baby shower anymore. I planned my last one basically myself and it's looking like I'm going to have to do the same this time. I just got done planning my son's 2nd birthday and gender reveal all by myself I'm over planning events for a while. I know if I don't do it I won't have one so I'm about ready to just say screw it and not have one. I don't want to pay 600+ to get gifts when I could spend that money on buying baby stuff I like. Rant over.