I'm close to crying. It's Grandpa's 95th birthday today and he isn't here to celebrate with us. It…

I'm close to crying. It's Grandpa's 95th birthday today and he isn't here to celebrate with us. It was his goal to make it to 95 at the beginning of this year. It's so hard losing someone and only a month and a half after saying goodbye them having a birthday. I miss him so much!! He was more of a grandpa to me in the past 5 years than my actual grandpa that is alive still.